As I wait for July 1 to roll around, I am becoming ever more anxious about whether or not I can really do this challenge. I keep thinking of all of the "stuff" I want to buy, and am trying to figure out how I can get it all with my final paycheck before the challenge starts- What is wrong with me? This is a bad sign.
I've had a worry floating around the back of my head about online shopping. Regular shopping makes me feel overwhelmed and anxious, but online shopping is a whole other ball game. I love it! And it's so easy. The problem here is this, I've shopped online so much that I have completely memorized my debit card number!
Sometime between last night and this morning I lost my debit card. I have mixed emotions on it but I'm leaning more towards "good." I do realize that this is a bad thing, so I've put a hold on the account and I'm giving myself until this afternoon to try to find it - otherwise it's getting cancelled. For those wondering why this is good news: if I have to order a new card with a new number, it's one I dont' have memorized, and thus the temptation to online shop won't be so unbearable!
PS. I'm considering creating a page and posting stuff I want to buy during the fast. I wonder if this would help, or make things worse?
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